think about people you have meet

I want you all to take the time and think about people you have ran accross in your life. People who have tryed to talk to you in real life and online. What you may have not known is they may have been lonely. And looking for friend and you ingored them. Turned on them and more. Think about it hard and next time reach out and try and be friend. Be there to listen and stick through it to the end. For you maybe the person that lonely person needs at there time of need. Joshadn

more on friends and what I said earlyer

OK its time for me expland on what I said earlyer. I want you all to read this song I have found to be very true. And if you can listen to it online. Just remember this song as I am speaking from explerance is true song and you all need to read it and think on your friends and ppl that have been your friends.

----Tracy Lawrence - Find Out Who Your Friends Are-----

Run your car off the side of the road,
get stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhere...
Get yourself in a bind, lose your shirt off your back,
need a floor, need a couch, need a bus fare...
This is where the rubber meets the road,
this is where the cream is gonna rise...
This is what you really didn't know,
this is where the truth don't lie

Chorus:
You find out who your friends are,
somebody's gonna drop everything,
run out and crank up their car,
hit the gas, get there fast, never stop to think
What's in it for me, or its way to far
They just show on up¦with their big ol heart...
You find out who your friends are

Everybody wants to slap your back,
wants to shake your hand when
you're up on top of that mountain.
Let one of those rocks give way,
then you slide back down,
look up and see who's around then.
This is ain't where the road comes to an end,
this ain't where the bandwagon stops,
This is just one of those times when a lot of folks jump off

Chorus:
You find out who your friends are,
somebody's gonna drop everything,
run out and crank up their car,
hit the gas, get there fast, never stop to think
What's in it for me, or its way to far...
They just show on up with their big old heart.
You find out who your friends are

When the waters high,
when the weather's not so bad,
when the well runs dry...
Who's gonna be there?

You find out who your friends are,
somebody's gonna drop everything,
run out and crank up their car,
hit the gas, get there fast, never stop to think
What's in it for me, or its way to far
They just show on up with their big ol heart.
You find out who your friends are yeah yeah

You find out who your friends are
Run your car off the side of the road,
get stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhere (man I been there)
Get yourself in a bind, lose your shirt off your back,
need a floor, need a couch, need a bus fare
(man I been there¦man I been there)

hates weekends

Dear every one reading this. I have come to the point of where I hate the weekend and more. Only thing good on weekend is church and that is it. I am so lonely on the weekend its not even funny. Since moving out here to scottsbluff at times I wonder if its worth it. Holidays are no fun too when your alone. I am speaking from experience here after spending few holidays like this I have come to the point of this. I have no friends in real life. And any friends I have now I need to keep.



For this 4th of july I went and took my bros comp to bestbuy to get it fixed then I came home and shot off some fireworks and watch them. That is it nothing more. Nothng less.



I am no longer sure what to do any more. Only thing that gets me by is work, church, and God and that is it. My one true friend online has been sheryl ever since my closest online friend turned on me and back stabed me on my time of need. I am desperate for friends in real life I cant stress how much I am right now. Its no fun being alone. I hope you never have to go through what I am right now. Only thing I have right now is faith and trust in God and that is it. So you all think about your friends next time and what they are going through you may never know even those many miles away. Good day
Josh

Info on my Blog and blogs to come

This is going to be a blog for friends and family and those back in Iowa. My name is Joshua N. I am communications Tech with Embarq and moving out to Scottsbluff, Neb. I am starting my new job on April 16th. THis blog will tell about my daily life for most part and whats going on. No idea how offen I will be updating this but I plan on to update this once a week at lest. I will keep this going as long as I can. ANy one wishing to talk to me by email feel free to email me at joshadn@hotmail.com I check that offen and will ttry to reply to all emails I get from you guys.

Thanks for taking the time to read this and my updates to come.

Joshadn