Dear every one reading this. I have come to the point of where I hate the weekend and more. Only thing good on weekend is church and that is it. I am so lonely on the weekend its not even funny. Since moving out here to scottsbluff at times I wonder if its worth it. Holidays are no fun too when your alone. I am speaking from experience here after spending few holidays like this I have come to the point of this. I have no friends in real life. And any friends I have now I need to keep.
For this 4th of july I went and took my bros comp to bestbuy to get it fixed then I came home and shot off some fireworks and watch them. That is it nothing more. Nothng less.
I am no longer sure what to do any more. Only thing that gets me by is work, church, and God and that is it. My one true friend online has been sheryl ever since my closest online friend turned on me and back stabed me on my time of need. I am desperate for friends in real life I cant stress how much I am right now. Its no fun being alone. I hope you never have to go through what I am right now. Only thing I have right now is faith and trust in God and that is it. So you all think about your friends next time and what they are going through you may never know even those many miles away. Good day
Josh
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